but its always gonna come right back to this,
please,
dont leave me.

' Please dont leave me'
by P!nk.

my god i love that song.

-ahem-
any way...


if you read my previous journal,
my happy streak ended last night.


i feel like a peice of crap right now.

my parents arent getting along, we may have to get rid of one of the dogs, they escaped yesterday...
i really dont like running around the block ten times in the rain. e_e

we went shopping in slidell yesterday.
i only walked out with a pair of earrings from clairs.

it was packed, giving no one a chance to accually LOOK at anything, much less buy.

now, i did get to paw through a ton of formal dresses from several stores.
they were all really ugly.
every single one.
i only found one i somewhat liked, and it didnt fit.
-_____________-


kay. back to the choice of title for this pointless journal.


my friends going away for the whole vacation and my other friend has family visiting, making me completely alone with my stressed out mother, my thick headed brother, and my dads coming thurs, and hes really out of it right now.



on top of that, my ds game file decided to dissapear.
do you know how freaking FAR i got?
i would play that game, and just be in my own little world, not samantha, but my little pixel character in this whole other world, and everything going on around me just melted away.
basically my escape from reality.
the very suckish reality.


gaiz, i wants to curl up in a ball and die.